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Friday, October 05, 2007
~ 7:57 PM ~
last night something happened.
got me thinking. I've never felt so empty and lost before.
don't know what to say, don't know what to do.
wondering if everything was REALLY okay.
wondering if you REALLY didn't mean to do it.
whatever's the case, I've been taken for a fool.
nothing can change that.
just that maybe it's for my own good?
i don't know.
don't know if i can ever trust you anymore..
i really don't know...
after that, chatted with dar for a lil while. kinda cheered up abit. so yeahs. thanks! den yeahs. cried myself to sleep last night. thinking it through, i lost control of my tears. they just dripped. listening to teardrops on my guitar. made me even more emo. zzz. whatever's the case, i'm giving up. i don't want to wait any longer. tired of everything.....
today's maths paper was a lil tough? dun understand the question about the bearing thingy. zzz. the algebra also not sure if correct. -.-" other then those, was pretty alright. after paper went hanged around deciding where to go.
hmms. someone called me. so yeahs. went tiong to meet her with charis. well, bad news. not gona say anything. well, hope everything's alright for her. well, whatever's the case, i'll be there. call me if there's anything.
so yeahs. went mac to meet them. chatted. then took neoprints. sharon and jin yan went to my house to take board games. lols. took game of life. hahahs. went tiong to meet them again. walked to sharon's house there. played dai di and game of life. had loads of fun. =D
sharon and i went down to the place there then started throwing bottles up. hahas. had fun. took turns. =D den yeahs. playe soccer and rugby with the bottles. HAHAS. had fun! =DD and charis kicked me in the stomach! was 'fighting' with her. den she go kick me. ahhhhhh! pain lehs!
lols. den during soccer, was fighting for the 'ball' with jin yan. den she kick me. now got blue black and is swollen! ahhhhh. pain! lols. so yeahs. went back at around 4. den blah blah blah. nothing much. moment i went home, started thinking again. zzz. well, at least didn't think when playing. so yeahs. nothing much.
` how i wish time could turn back. i wouldn't have done what i did on 20/07/2007
